Time heals the wound

I’m on my third week now after my hysterectomy, and  I guess I’m getting better now, The pain is getting lesser and I can move already like i used to be but just slowly, Thanks God for all the people who really cares and give their helping hands to helped me in anyway possible,   i really cant forget you guys, May God bless you for the good deeds you’ve done to me and please let me know, in somehow you need my help, I’m just here, just call my name I’ll be there,  I love you all

My family is great

I’m proud of shouting to the world for having a wonderful family, Thanks God for them, On my lowest time of my life my family make a way to help me, I really enjoy being with them and i could ask for more, I should be thankful to God for giving them to me .

Children are truly a gift from God

Last week I underwent total  hystreectomy, due to heavy bleeding, It really scared me, I feel I’m dying, I dont know what to do, idont know where to go, I’m so confuse, I’m just want a miracle that my bleeding wuold stop., but  it didn’t, until my daughter in law, suggested na sa pampanga ako mag paospital, Thanks God all things work together for good, And God is good all the time, my brother and my sister inlaw inspite of the fact that shesnot  feeling well. make a way to fetched us and brought us to pampanga for checked up,  We have nice time again that day, Then I’m scheduled for operation,  i was admiited in the hosp, Mother Theresa of calcuta wed, afternoon then the next morning i was brought to the operating room after two hours its done, Thanks God

Our First Valentines Day

WowI Its really kilig to the bones when my boyfriend arrived home! He gave me a bouquet of roses with a red heart in it. I’m so happy at least naalala niya ako. Thanks bf for your thoughtfulness I love you so much!

Waiting Lady

Lots of friends and relatives have already greeted me a HAPPY VALENTINES except for my boyfriend. And to mind you this is our first valentine. What would I feel at this moment, cry out loud, help self pity or just think that anyway valentine is not yet over. Maybe, he’ll just surprise me later when he’ll get home, with roses, chocolate and invite me for a candle light dinner. Sarap sana if this would come true o baka illusion ko lang.

To tell you frankly, my bf is not a romantic type. He’s not sweet. For him, this day is not especial. Sabi niya matatanda na kami. But how about me, aaminin ko masyado akong romantic ngayon kahit matanda na ako. Kasi  for me yun pagiging malambing comes naturally when you’re trully inlove. Age really doesn’t matter.

For now i’ll just wait and see what’s gonna happen to this special day

BONGGANG BONGGA

I’m so excited to celebrate my bithday this year and i want it to be bonggang bongga, since this is my golden birthday, our plans was going to subic for two days. But because i was hospitalize i thought our plans  was just in vain.

On my birthday Feb, 4, it turn out to be just an ordinary day, No celebration, no gifts, no visitor, nothing expect greeting, in my inbox, and a chocolate cake from my bf.  but in the afternoon i received a call from Pie and told me that they will fetched me to have dinner in my brother house at the same time. we”ll plan again our out of town trip.

Finall, everything turn out to be good WE”ll have 3 days celebration to baguio and before going home swimming in  the beach, probably in pangasinan or la union.

We really have fun, I really enjoy each other company, I love the weather its cool, I love the food that pie have prepared, its so yummy! and my favorite,  the house is nice, The  resort  in pangasinan is excellent .the kids enjoy it so much,Then before going home we have again dinner in jollibee pampanga, then arrived home at almost 12am

Thanks God for this wonderful family, they make my birthday so memorable, full of fun and BONGGANG BONGGA, oh, its also my beautiful neice birthday feb. 6. Happy birthday jaja.

Birthday Wish

Today is my birthday, in fact my 50th birthday. Thanks to my loved ones who greeted me already. I really wish to have a happy birthday and good health for me. A week ago I was rushed in the hospital because of my continues heavy bleeding. I thought it was just a part of my menopausal period, but my condition is not good. I felt dizzy and weak. Good thing, my boyfriend and daughter was here to help me. I had blood transfusions and diagnosed with myoma. Life in the hospital was a tragic experience. The facilities was so yukky especially the comfort rooms!

I’m scheduled to have my operation on April. I’m so afraid and I’m praying that God would heal me. My birthday wish is to have a good health for me, for my family and relatives.

Please include me in your prayers!

My Daughter

My unica ija everybody calls her Lizeth. How time really flies so fast. I just can feel she’s in my tummy waiting for her to come out, and now she’s about to graduate next year as nurse.

My daughter, i could say, is a perfect package. She could do everything and she excells in everything she does. Talented talaga. She could sing, play the drums, play the guitar, she can dance and make jokes parang pokwang.

Everyboby love this girl, malakas din ang charisma nya and marunong syang makisama in all walks of life. She ’s nice to be with and there is no idle moments being with her. Para sakin pwede siyang “most friendly”.

I really love my daughter and i want the best for her. I’m really sorry that i didn’t able to give her the best family she dreams for but i tried. Anyway, i’m happy that his boyfriend is nice. I just hope they would live happy ever after.

My Love

This guy is my new found love. We’re together for almost a year now. Next month would be our first year anniversary and i hope we will stay together for the rest of our lives.

I really cant believe that at this age i will find my true love and mr. right.  I know he cant give me life with a bed of roses but  his honesty is the most important for me. He doesn’t give me a hard time. He wants me to enjoy life and i really enjoy being with him. He understand me specially when I’m in bad mood. Di nya ako pinapatulan. Parang hindi nga siya marunong magalit.

I really want to shout to the world that I’m in love with this guy. He really changed me and he make my life so colourful. He is not that handsome but i found him so cute and lovable. I really want to hug and kiss him in every minute of my life but sometimes he refuses. Wag daw PDA. Sometimes we havd a fight about it. I told him that he’s so cold, pero its okay, I understand. We’re not that young anyway

In Love at 49

What is love? It is really a million dollar question and everybody have different meanings to this question. How about you? How do you define love? You know for me Love is a gift. Because when i found my bf, my life really changed. It is really a nice feelings being inlove. Everything is colorful and you have somebody to talk to, to share your problems and to accompany you in everything you do. We walk together, bike together, go to market together go to church together, etc. We really enjoy each other’s company.

He’s really my hero. He helps me in my daily chores. He is my electrician, sometimes he helps in doing some repair in our house, not only that he laugh at my jokes kahit corny and he takes care of me, what should i ask for more?

I guess this is guy is the one i want to be with the rest of my life. Life would really different without him arround,

So am i right if for me, Love is a gift?